Holiday~

AHHHH~~~Chan Chieh wanna go for holiday la...everything have a chance to go....but always crop up de..CRAP~~~~so piss off...y m i moving house out of nowhere...Y?even though i quite like my new house...but...but...holiday are suppose to b fun..relax n enjoying myself..or doin something meaningful...i feel so burden wif resposibility...oh well..i guess u have to give up something to gain something..feel like goin to have a drink or two suddenly...put things off and coooool dooowwwnn abit..will ppl b free when i'm free???NO!!!ahhh....either parents out(meanin i'm stuck home wif her) or frenz out...when will the day come when i dun have to worry abt anything n relax n ENJOY myself??when is the last time i really chill out wif no problem in my brain n really enjoy???i can't even rmb....sob...everyone have their own pro..juz tat i hv no proper way to vent them....make me a bit depress..esp when the mood swing is in town wif me........oki..writing them out is rather therapeutic..back to my problem-FULL reality...welcome to chieh's big impressive world..i wonder how i manage??haha...oki....i feel so lonely suddenly..sob....T.T